Why Do REAL Women Stay Away From me =0( Like Mommy and Mama Figures?

Like This Hungarian Lady named Ana we were on the table and we were ALL just talking you know just being there and she was like I can't I can't do this I'm playing and I was like wait well in my mind I was like no stay why who cares? she was like I can't and just left and I felt like a little 6 year old girl like ohhhhhh ok and just went along with the other people there I mean I didn't FEEL like I was being PLAYED in a Horrible BAD way like so I really didn't mind like the little 6 year old in me was like wait play with me I'll be your DOLL and you can be my Mommy/Mama but ya how sad lol Why? *sighs*